Dog the Bounty Hunter wondered what would happen if he would kill himself after his wife met Beth Chapman Cancer died … and it shows how far he has come in dealing with his grief.
Dog talked about suicidal thoughts at the season finale of "Dog's Most Wanted" Wednesday evening, which captured the raw moments following Beth's death. say … "I just hope that I will not live without her for much longer."
Less than 12 hours after her death Dog opened the cameras, how much he hurt … and wanted to take painkillers.
He said … "I feel like I've done something wrong now and died suicidal, and I went to heaven." would go, "Hello, honey!" and she would say, would she go, you stupid ass, why did you do that? & # 39; or would she go, & # 39; Wow, you're here! & # 39;
Sources near Dog Tell TMZ … he has seen the emotional episode with some loved ones, including his son Garry and his personal adviser Richard Moore at his home in Colorado, we were told that they all cried together, but Dog managed to get a small degree and realized he was going to get away.
According to our sources, when Dog thinks about suicide, he encourages him to ask for help in the darkest moments, and remember that the pain over time becomes manageable … especially with a support system.