Jenni "JWoww" Farley opened a heartbreaking loss following Jersey Shore Family Vacation .
During a warm chat with Castingmate Mike "The Situation" Sorrentino, the reality star, 32, revealed that she and now husband Roger Mathews had a miscarriage before shooting the fourth season of the MTV series in Italy in 2011.
"I was a mess in Italy," said Farley Sorrentino, 35, The couple remembered their earlier years in which the show was celebrated and filmed.
"Just before Italy, like three or four weeks before Italy, my grandmother died, and I and Roger actually lost a baby as if I had become pregnant, not many people know," she confided in Sorrentino.
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"And they brought me medicines, I could not," I do not care about life, "Farley explained, adding that she was on medication including "Downer" like Xanax, who made them "so dizzy" back then. "Then I started taking Segway straight to Italy. I was restless, "she recalled.
Quickly into the present, Farley and Mathews are proud parents of 3-year-old daughter Meilani Alexandra and 23-month-old son Greyson Valor.
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This is not the first time that Farley is open
In 2014, Farley announced in a blog post that she had since deleted that she had a miscarriage before announcing that she was expecting Meilani Alexandra.