“I hated being famous. I hated being a star,” she said. “I felt exhausted and used up.”
She thought about suicide every day, she said.
“I didn’t really understand why I should live any other than being there for my family,” said Lady Gaga. “That was a real thought and a real feeling: why should I stay here?”
It got so bad, according to the star, that she “lived in this house while people watched me for a few years to make sure I was safe”
Lady Gaga is still triggered by “objectification” like when people slide their cell phones to take pictures or when she cannot eat with her family, she said.
It’s better now, said the singer, who is promoting her latest album “Chromatica”.
“I don’t hate Lady Gaga anymore,” she said. “I found a way to love myself again, even though I thought it would never happen.”