Sean "Diddy" Combs said in a statement on Sunday that he and Ex Kim Porter are "more than soul mates" and he misses them so much what his first public commentaries portray her Death.
Porter, the mother of three children of the rapper and producer, was found dead Thursday in her home in Los Angeles. She was 47 years old. The case of her death is still under investigation.
"In the last three days I've been trying to wake up from this nightmare, but I have not," Diddy wrote next to a video on Instagram of the two posing for a Essence magazine photo shoot.
"I do not know what I'll do without you, baby," he continued. Today I will pay tribute to you, I will try to find the words to explain our inexplicable relationship, we were more than best friends, we were more than soulmates, we were some other S ̵
Plans for Porter's funeral were not published.
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Porter and Diddy were together for over a decade until 2007. They shared a son, Christian 20 and eleven-year-old twin daughters, D & # 39; Lila Star and Jessie James . Diddy also helped Porter's son Quincy Brown 27, from her previous relationship with Al B. Sure! .
. "I'm broken … and the only thing that matters is sense right now that you were far too good for this stupid world we live in," Brown wrote next Sunday in his first own statement about Porter's death a photo of him, his sisters and his mother. "I love you so much MOMMY Please give Mee-Maw the biggest hug and the biggest kiss for me."
Brown's father paid tribute to Porter on Instagram on Friday.
Diddy also has a 24-year-old son, Justin and 12-year-old daughter Chance from two previous relationships.
"That can not really be, I keep waking up, hoping that this is all a bad dream …" Justin wrote on his Instagram page on Sunday alongside family photos. "I just do not get it, the other day we were dancing and celebrating together! My second mother, thank you for loving and accepting me as one of your own, for always cherishing the special moments and conversations we had together Please stay close with us and let us hear your voice to guide us. @Quincy @kingcombs Jessie & Dililah I'll hold you forever! "
After Porter's death, Diddy came along another, younger ex, Cassie together
A source told E! News on Friday that Diddy was trying to "figure out the next steps for his kids," adding, "He's very heartbroken."
Porter's grandmother, Purple Mae Star said she talked to her granddaughter the day before her death.
"She told me she felt better and the doctor was in her house and he gave her an antibiotic," she told WVTM-TV in Columbus, GA.
She said she talks to Diddy after Porter's death on the phone. She said he said, "My baby is gone, my baby is gone."